There I was,
Lost in the ocean of forgetfulness,
Hoping for a vessel to come and rescue,
But hope remains as hope,
With no effort to float.
There i was,
Living in the world full with deceptions,
When mirage was only i could see,
With no certainty of the reality.
There i was,
Living like a spinning wheel,
Repeating the same rhythm of sin,
Enjoying each moment I was in,
As if the clock wasn't tickin'.
There i was,
Walking through the forest of light,
Hoping to arrive at the light,
Alas, I was lost in the middle of the forest,
without sight.
There i was,
Smiling, laughing,
At the actions that i knew i shouldn't be doing,
As if Heaven is the place I'm heading.
There i was,
Writing down every bit of memories,
While reminiscing,
In sadness,
Relieving the painfulness in the heart.
And there i was,
Picking up pieces of hope,
From dependent beings,
To only realize that it was futile,
Cos i have Him,
The Independent.
2.30am | 28 Feb 17
