Berbeza serupa

Manusia

Lain sikit tutur katanya, 

Dianggap tidak sebangsa.

Lain sikit gayanya,

Dianggap tidak serupa.

Lahir di sana,

Dilayan hina.

Lahir di sini,

Dilayan tinggi.

Siapa kita utk merendahkan dan meninggikan mereka,

Sedangkan 'akar' kita sama.

Siapa kita utk menghina,

Sedangkan ilmu di dada pun belum cukup sempurna.

Siapa kita utk mencerca,

Sedangkan kita semuanya hamba.

Sedarlah,

Perbezaan bukan alat utk menjatuhkan.

Tetapi,

Perbezaan membuka ruang pemikiran.

Agar,

Manusia tetap kekal di landasan.

25 Julai 2016

ABC 345

The handicapped

Forgive me,

For pretending to be imbecile,

Even when I know, 

That it is essential,

To me and to you.

For pretending to be blind,

Even when my eyes can clearly see,

And when the signs are in front of me.

For pretending to be deaf,

Even when my ears can clearly hear,

The recitation that makes me tear.

For pretending to be mute,

Even when my mouth can fluently communicate,

Without fabricate, without hate.

I am wrong,

To put my desire,

Higher,

Than I put love,

To the One Above.

I am wrong,

to run away,

From you,

Who never let me go astray.

I am wrong,

I am foolish,

I am stupid.

For repeating,

The same evil thing, 

That I did yesterday.

For not repenting,

As soon as I sinned,

But wait till the last moment,

Till the last breath,

And it is already...

too late.

Please, my Lord...

Forgive me...

Forgive me...

Forgive...

Forgi...

...

Thursday, 10 November 2016

Rational

There are times,

when i think that i need to do it,

I know that i need to do it,

but the mind says i should not.

There is a war,

between 'need' and 'should'.

A war that will never stop,

until rationality comes into place.

For rationality to come, 

pure soul is desperately needed.

To attain a pure soul,

repent. 

Turn over a new leaf. 

Start a new relationship with Him,

a new and better relationship.

By doing so, 

A rational being is born. 

A rational state of mind is developed. 

A rational action is made.

In between, 

sacrifices have to be made. 

Things that we love will be left behind. 

And, 

litres of tears,

Countless droplets of blood and sweat,

will be at stake.

For why should we sacrifice so much?

Just to achieve that state of mind,

Rational.

Tuesday, 1 November 2016

Ironik

Disangka tiada perasaan,

Dituduh tiada emosi,

Difitnah itu ini.

Hidup,

Memang gampang sekali kita mencaci,

Memaki,

Mengeji.

Mudah sekali kita berbicara,

Mencerca,

Menghina.

Dapat diluah isi hati?

Selesai semua masalah?

Bagaimana pula si mangsa ? 

Tidak pula kita mengambil kira.

Kerana terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri,

Umpama kepunyaan kita, segala isi bumi.

Ironi sungguh ! 

Konon memaki mereka yg menghina agama,

Sedang kita sendiri mencerca sesama kita,

Konon mempertahankan bangsa,

Sedang baru seminit yg lalu kita mengutuk sesama kita.

Sedarlah manusia !

Me during Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !

So we are at the end of Ramadhan already. How's ur Ramadhan ? I hope it is better than the previous ones.

Just wanna share my experience and what i feel about this Ramadhan. To be frank, i have wasted too much time in this Ramadhan. Like seriously, i will be sleeping most of the time during the day. After i wake up, i will feel very tired and continue to sleep again. At night, i usually sleep at around 12am, so, waking up for sahoor at 5am is really hard for me. Still, i am forcing myself to wake up and eat something. After fajr prayer, i will take another round of sleeping. Phewh ! It is tiring just by reading this, right? 

After many times repeating the same routine, i say to myself "uhh ! What am i doing ?!" "What makes me feel so tired?!" "Is it the food that i eat? Or the amount of the food that i eat?" 

Maybe it's the amount of food that i consume. So, i start to take a small amount of food during sahoor. Still, i keep on sleeping during the day. Then i think to myself "maybe it depends on my mentality. If i have the mentality that fasting is not tiring, then only i can prevent myself from getting sleepy." So yeah..im still trying right until today. Huhu.

Sleeping is one thing. The other thing is i feel like fasting is merely making myself hungry for 14 hours+ and later i will break my fast like nothing happened. I mean..spiritually. It is like wasting my energy for nothing ! 

Then only i start to ponder "God is trying to make us feel (maybe just a glimpse) what the underprivileged people feel. He wants us to realize that there are people who live in hunger so that we become a humble human being. So that we will never discriminate the rich and the poor. So that we share our wealth with the needy. So that we will never put money in our hearts, but only in our hands. For us to give. For us to share." 

Alhamdulillah. After discovering the reasons behind fasting, i started to admit that i am spiritually weak although i may seem physically tough (ok..this is awkward). And although it seems that the hungry people are physically weak, but believe me..they have the strongest spirit.

My point is that..when you find the reasons behind the things that you do, you will appreciate them better. As long as it is a good thing, ofcourse. 

With that being said, i hope that we can purify our intentions in this holy month and insyaAllah God will reward us. 

Amiin 

Book review

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !!

So..Recently, I bought some new books for my own leisure reading. And guess what ?! I bought them all with book vouchers (just like a normal student would do). 

With that being said, for the upcoming posts, InsyaAllah I will review or give some ideas about the books that I have read or will read in Malay, most probably. Lets start with 3 books at the moment. Those books are :-

1. Tenggelamnya Kapal Van Der Wijck by Allahyarham Hamka ;

2. Tuan Direktur by Allahyarham Hamka and ;

3. Merantau Ke Deli by Allahyarham Hamka as well.

As you can see, all of them are Allahyarham Hamka's work. Yep. Frankly, I'm in love with his writings. And since PTS re-published his works, I think it's better for me to take this opportunity to read and understand the messages that he tried to convey. So, yeah. Go and buy one if you have not. And lets have a review session at the comment section below, if you will. :))

Thanks guys !

React or Respond ?

Assalamualaikum and hello !

It has been awhile actually since the last time I wrote. Been busy lately with some assignments and presentations. Pheww. Most importantly, been busy procrastinating and wasting time. Hahaha.

Actually, I want to share with all of you the thing that happened this evening, where I ordered 3 regular pizzas, and the company supposedly delivered the pizzas at 7.30 pm as I told them. But the rider arrived at 9.45pm instead !

Don't get me wrong. I did call the company many times and informed them that my pizzas aren't here yet, but there were a little bit of problems with the rider, I thought.

As soon as the rider arrived, I promptly asked him "Bang. Ape yg sebenarnya terjadi tadi ?" He said that he actually had arrived here before, but he didn't have enough credit balance to call me. I asked him again to confirm, "Tapi you mmg btol xdak call saya, kan ? Sbb sy xdapat miskol pon." And then he replied, "xde bang." Fuhh ! A little bit of relief. You know why ? I was actually blaming myself. I was worried that I accidentally pronounced my phone number wrongly.

My worries turned into a flame of anger instantly. I felt like blaming the rider. Felt like raising my voice towards him. Seriously. But then I paused for awhile. The genuine guiltiness facial expression given by the rider held me back from doing so. I thought for awhile. When the rider went back to the company, the manager will surely scold him. Should I add more of the guiltiness to him ? I will leave the scolding to the manager. I think that is better. I have to put myself in his shoes. 

But its okay. Nothing harm was done. But the rider did gave me 2 small pizzas and a free regular pizza coupon for the next purchases, though. Couldn't be more grateful than that, right ?

Anyway..the moral of the story is that scolding people is not going to solve the problems in the long run. I believe that the most effective way to change people's attitude is by touching their hearts with compassion. Thats what Prophet Muhammad taught us anyway. Isnt it ? And today, we can see the effect of never-ending love and compassion showed by him. 

P/s : I believe its hard to control the anger within us. But dont worry. Pray to God. Seek His Forgiveness and Help. Because He is the Owner of the Hearts. ❤️ 

Share your thoughts !!!

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !

Im not gonna write long today. Just wanna know ur thoughts towards my question later. 

Each one of us has our own habits, right? Good & bad habits. Just wanna ask all of you this. How do we stop our bad habits ? Your help is kindly appreciated . Please leave ur opinions below . Ur opinions might help others. Who knows, right?  Ty !!! 

Budaya bertanya

Assalamualaikum & hello ! 

I believe that kita semua pernah mengalami this one situation where kita xfaham apa yg cikgu/lecturer kita ajar & kita ada a few questions in our heads tp kita x berani nak tanya. Kenapa ? Sebab kita takut kena condemn disebabkan persoalan yg kita timbulkan dgn classmates lain & to some extent by our lecturers. 

Aku bg contoh . Menggunakan *Ali & *Aiman sbgi watak dalam cerita rekaan ni. Kedua duanya rakan sekelas. Dan cikgu tgh mengajar subjek Matematik.

Ali : cikgu, saya x fhm linear equation. Kenapa kena buang fraction dlm equation tu ? Kesian dia kene buang . Huhu (lulz hambar, mohon bash Ali)

Aiman yg dah mmg expert Maths ni tiba2 mencelah .

Aiman : takkan kau x fhm doh! Bapak slow ! Minggu lps kan cikgu dh ajar ! Kau nak kene pukul kee ! (Ok ini over)

Ali : kau rilek la. Aku bukan suruh kau jawab pon .Huhu.

Sejak drpd tu, Setiap kali Ali x faham & nak bertanya, dia akan fikir 2 3 kali. Masuk kali ke-4, dia ambil keputusan utk taknak tanya & mula berkata "takpe lah. Nnti aku baca sendiri." Percaya atau tidak, penipuan terulung adalah apabila wujudnya perkataan 'nanti'. Mmg mostly xjadi / terlupa. Seriously.

Maka bermulalah zaman jahiliyah Ali...

We need to respect org lain punya keupayaan utk memahami. Masing2 ada keupayaan yg berbeza beza. Minat berbeza beza. Akan ada masa kita xfaham & org lain faham. Ada jugak masa org lain x fhm & kita fhm. 

Bagi aku, nikmat berfikir ni satu nikmat yg kalau bole aku nak sampai mati. Dgn berfikirlah aku dpt belajar benda baru. Dgn berfikir jugak aku dapat relate smua benda yg aku pernah belajar. Bila dpt relate tu...perhh ! Feeling dia mmg awesome ! Satu cara nak dptkan rasa nikmat berfikir is by admitting that we dont know, start learning & asking people who are more knowledgeable than us i.e our teachers / scholars. 

Org kata "everything starts with you". Kalau kita xbole ubah mentaliti org yg dok condemn kita (mmg teramat sukar), kita ubah mentaliti kita. Biarlah org nak kutuk mcm mana sekalipon, kita bertanya sebab kita nak tahu & nak belajar. Yakinlah. Mohon ketabahan drpd Sang Pencipta. 

Ingat . Kita bertanya sbb kita nak bljr. Nak faham. Bukan nak menimbulkan provokasi. Ingat juga yg kita menuntut ilmu demi mendekatkan diri dgn Tuhan. 

Teruskan belajar . Teruskan berfikir . Teruskan bertanya . Ilmu yg bermanfaat itu teramatlah manis ❣

"O you who have believed, when you are told, "Space yourselves" in assemblies, then make space; Allah will make space for you. And when you are told, "Arise," then arise; Allah will raise those who have believed among you and those who were given knowledge, by degrees. And Allah is Acquainted with what you do." Holy Quran 58:11

*watak rekaan semata mata. Tiada kaitan dgn mereka yg hidup ataupun yg sudah mati. Sekian.

Kanak

Jujur sungguh mereka.

Mereka gembira,

Umpama satu dunia kepunyaannya,

Mereka hiba,

Bagai kehilangan si bonda,

Mereka keliru,

Mengaku, tanpa segan silu,

Mereka 'murka',

Mengatasi tulah si raja,

Mereka senyum,

Mengalahkan keindahan bunga sekuntum,

Tanpa mereka,

Umpama tiada madu bagi sang lebah,

Tanpa mereka, 

Tiadalah 'qurratu ain' kpd si bapa,

Tanpa mereka, 

Binasalah dunia, 

Kerana mereka,

Penentu ummah masa depan kita.

Ulangtahun

Hello !

Today is actually my blog's first anniversary (yeay ! Semoga membesar dgn sihat). Frankly speaking, time flies sooo fast ! (extremely fast, if i could say !). It sounds very cliché, but yeah. It is the fact that i have to accept. 

Since this post is about anniversary a.k.a. ulangtahun, i will reminisce some of my significant past events in 2015. Maybe we can learn something new ? We learn from our past actions right? 

But before that, let us delve into the meaning of anniversary . What in the world is anniversary? According to Dictionary.com, anniversary means the yearly recurrence of the date of a past event. Quite direct , isnt it? . Lulz

4 february 2015

Keinginan aku utk buat blog tercapai harini. Rasa mcm achievement terbaik setakat ni. Sbb dh mmg lama gila aku nk buat blog. Serious rasa produktif gila.  Aku ingat lagi time ni aku bermalam kat Hospital Ampang Puteri teman abg aku yg positif denggi. Malam2 nurse akan dtg chck abg aku. Tak expect pulak hampir setiap jam dia dtg chck . Setiap kali nurse masuk je aku terjaga. Perit haha. Aku mmg tak menjangkakan keselesaan pon tido sini. Tapi xda la sampai tahap mcm ni . Huhu.

3 march 2015

Aku rasa tarikh ni mmg signifikan utk semua student SPM'14."SPM bukan segala-galanya. Tapi segalanya bermula dgn SPM" kata org. Pandai org tu tukar belit ayat. Tapi aku sama sekali x percaya statement tu. Stigma masyarakat kita ni yg terlalu mengukur kejayaan/masa dpn based on our results on that tiny slip. Berani kita jamin mereka yg dpt straight A+ ni masa dpn yg cerah & mereka yg gagal ni tiada masa depan? Trust me. If you endeavour, Allah will help you insyaAllah. Its the effort that counts, anyway. We need to create a more supportive surrounding. Instead of kita dok kata "kau gagal SPM ? takda masa dpn lah kau..", kita bole kata "kau gagal SPM? Takpa..gagal skrg bukan bermakna gagal selamanya. Endeavour !" Rezeki milik Tuhan. Tugas hamba utk mencari . Percayalah .

12 march 2015

Disebabkan cuti lepas SPM ni agak hambar, maka aku mengambil keputusan utk jalan2 around kl/selangor utk snap some photos kat sana. One of them was Putrajaya la, of course. Mmg dah lama rancang nk pegi sana. Cuma keadaan x mengizinkan. Alhamdulillah la waktu  PIHABF2015 buat kat situ, aku dpt gi. 

    Kalau nk tgk sesi pagi, mmg kena bertolak awal. Belon2 ni start naik dlm pukol 8 mcm tu. Kalau nak dpt a closer view of the balloons kena masuk dlm pagar. Nak masuk dalam pagar kene byr and dptkan wristband ni. Tapi aku rasa kalau tgk dari luar pon dah ok . Save money hahaha. 

Lepas gi tgk belon, round putrajaya pulak hoho.

Gmbr atas : masjid putrajaya

Gmbr bwh : moroccan pavilion, taman botani

9 april 2015

Harini aku gi reunion sekolah rendah. Aku rasa korg bole refer kat post aku yg lepas2 sbb aku ade cerita.

20 may 2015

Setelah menempuhi segala pahit getir utk mendapatkan lesen P , akhirnya harini aku lulus JPJ test. Rasa bahagia dia MasyaAllahhh ! Undescribable ! Huhu. Aku rasa ramai yg mengalami situasi yg sama macam aku time hari JPJ test - dtg awal pagi tp tggu giliran smpi ptg. Mmg mencabar fizikal, spiritual & mental betul ! Kepada mereka2 yg akan menduduki JPJ test, aku nk bagitahu satu perkara. Pegawai JPJ tu mmg saja psycho kita. Marah2 kita. Dont take it personally. Dorg mmg dilatih mcm tu aku rasa (lulz). Try to relax. Ikut je apa yg penah diajar cikgu2 time kelas. Kalau cikgu xajar pape tu....minta doa Tuhan lembutkan hati pegawai tu ! Hahaha

    Sayonara Skem ! Haha

31 may 2015

Hari pertama sebagai pelajar kolej. Hahah. Taktahu nak rasa apa. Nervous? Seronok? Sedih? Bercampur baur kot. Cuma terkejut sikit sbb roommate aku semua ex-mrsm. Amin ni Presiden BWP pulak. Rasa mcm leadership skills aku naik mendadak jap (tiba2). 

7-15 june 2015

-sydney convocation trip- 

Setiap kali kita travel, mesti kita dh plan elok2 nak pegi sini sana, nak buat mcm2. Tapi kene bare in mind, tak smua plan akan berjalan dgn lancar. Mesti akan ada a few set-backs. Kalau ade anything bad happens, keep calm and think of the best solution. We dont want our mood to be spoiled kan?

Meh aku belanja gmbr kat sydney sikit. Tak sydney lah kalau x gi opera house :p

   Gmbr atas : uni abg aku 

   Gmbr tgh : aku yg happy & opera house 

   Gmbr bwh : aku yg terlebih happy , adik & opera house

Oh yea ! Time tu musim winter . Bole tahan sejuk gak la. Ade 5% chance nak snow kot ! Excited jap bile bercakap keluar asap hahaha.

30 july 2015

Shooting video raya utk assignment ict . Thanks rakan2 kelas 51D sbb bagi kerjasama ! Serious terharu. Huhu

13 december 2015

Harini ada pelancaran buku baru Matluthfi kat MPH Nu Sentral. Aku pon pegi la dgn harapan dpt murah (sbb baru launch kan..). Tgk2 harga sama. Kecewa la sikit. Tapi takpa. Nasib baik dpt amek sign & bergambar dgn Mat. Hilg sikit kekecewaan. Lulz. 

Short sem(1/11/2015 - 23/12/2015)

Aku xtahu kenapa , tp aku rasa the whole short sem ni signifikan bg aku. Dari segi roommate nya, classmate nya, lecturer nya, knowledge yg aku dpt, dan semua pengalaman2 during that period. Memorable. Priceless. Bole kata aku habeskan 2015 aku dgn happy ending la. (Ok itu pelik)

I think thats all kot. Actually byk lagi tp nak sumbat smua kat satu entry , xbest la pulak. Kalau buat buku, bole la nk letak smua (doakan aku berjaya buat, one day. Amiin)  

Thanks readers !

Feed The Gelandangans

Assalamualaikum and hello !

Last Sunday night, I had the opportunity to join a volunteering program (feed the homeless, to be exact) in Jalan Hang Lekiu, KL that was organised by ANSARA Balik Pulau. That was the first time ever I joined a volunteering program (kalau tolak semua volunteer sapu sampah time sekolah rendah dulu :p). To make it more memorable, that event took place on my birthday ! Hahaha. 

To be honest, it was like a dream come true. Mmg dah lama sgt aku bercita cita nak join event2 kesukarelawanan ni. Kenapa ? Sebab aku nak cuba rasa kepuasan membantu mereka2 yg memerlukan. Bukan nak kata yg kalau tolong keluarga / kawan x puas. Puas jugak. Malah mmg sepatutnya kita tolong mereka2 yg dekat dgn kita dulu sebelum tolong org2 yg kita x kenal (mengikut keperluan). Tapi kepuasan dia berbeza. Perasaan tolong org yg 'less fortunate' dgn 'fortunate' ni berbeza. You need to try and experience it yourself la kot. Baru boleh faham. Papepon yg penting niat ye rakan2. Kalau takat rasa puas tapi niat sbb nak tunjuk kita ni baik. Takda guna jugak. Niatlah nak tolong dorg ni kerana Tuhan. Tuhan jugak yg bg peluang kat kita join program2 mcm ni kan. Jadi hamba yg bersyukur sikit huhu. 

For a first timer like me, I had no specific idea on what to do during the event. The organizer told us(volunteers) to gather at this one particular location (xtahu nama apa. kebetulan je jumpa tmpt tu) for a briefing session by Bro Ichwan and do'a recitation by ... (xtahu nama bro tu apa sbb xda sesi taaruf ye rakan2). During the briefing, Bro Ichwan briefed about how the packing should be done, what should be put inside(tapi mcm biasa la. aku blur2 lagi time tu. so aku xclear dgn briefing die. hahaha) and he told us to not taking any of the homeless' picture to secure their privacy and sensitivities (come on..even the gelandangans have feelings too).

Bro Ichwan then, told us to carry a few boxes/plastics of food (that were brought by the organizers) to Jalan Hang Lekiu which was located just a few meters away. Upon arrival, we were asked to pack the food into plastic bags that were provided. Kan aku kata tadi aku xclear dgn briefing Bro Ichwan, jadi aku taktahu apa yg aku patut letak dalam plastik tu. u_u Time tu lah aku baru terhegeh hegeh nak tanya org apa yang aku kene letak (hahaha). Lepas tanya org tu baru la aku tahu apa yg perlu ada dalam plastik tu :-

1. Sebungkus makanan berat (nasi/bihun)
2. Sebiji buah (pisang/oren)
3. Sepaket kerepek
4. Sepaket sandwich
5. Sekotak air kotak
6. Sebotol air Mineral

Time sibuk packing tu aku terdengar ade a group of people ni dok kecoh2 kat dpn sana. Aku ingatkan a group of tourist (tourist mana pulak nak buat kecoh malam2 ni huhu) sbb dorg ramai and nmpk mcm kenal satu sama lain. Rupa-rupanya dorg tu gelandangan ! Tobat ramai ! Patut la dok kecoh2. Excited nak dapat makanan mungkin :') And then aku perasan ade sorg organizer ni bg arahan kat sekumpulan gelandangan tersebut utk beratur dulu sambil tggu volunteers2 yg tercinta (amboi) packing makanan (kalau tak dorg akan serbu je weh).

Nak packing pon kene ade sistem tau. Mcm kitorg haritu ade bbrapa kotak makanan berat, minuman, buah-buahan. So, mmg kene ade bbrapa org yg jaga setiap kotak supaya dorg ni bole hulur makanan/minuman/buah-buahan kat pembungkus makanan. Teratur and jimat masa. Less serabut.

Penghulur - Pembungkus - Pemberi(Lulz. Xjumpa perkataan lain) - Gelandangans - Sistem penghadaman gelandangans (lebih kurg mcm ni la flow dia)

When most of the packing had been done, the organizer asked the gelandangans to line up near the 'pemberi' and the pemberi pon did their job la (which is to give , ofcourse) . Bila semua gelandangan yg beratur tadi dah dpt makanan (hopefully all of them dpt), segelintir drpd kami diarahkan (in a proper manner) oleh organizer utk pergi ke hujung jalan utk bg makanan kat gelandangan2 yang sakit & tak boleh jalan jauh.

Dalam masa yg lebih kurg sama, aku perasan organizers tgh dok agih2kan baju kat gelandangan sekitar Jalan Hang Lekiu. Berebut dorg nak ambil baju ! Berkecai ego aku ! Sedih !

After we had done all that, all of us (volunteers & organizers) gathered in one place to take pictures ! Hahaha . Waktu smua tgh sibuk nak kumpul, ade sorg bro ni kata something like this "Ni la tujuan sebenar aku dtg !  hahaha". Aku tersengih je dengar . Bole tahan gak dorg ni.

Lepas sesi fotografi sbnrnye sambung feed the homeless lagi. Dekat area menara Maybank lak. Katanya kat situ pon ramai gelandangan. Tapi aku rasa ckup dlu experience aku utk malam tu. So, aku pon balik . Malam tu ade AJL ! hohoh

*Footnote :

1. ANSARA BP will organize volunteering program once a month. To those who want to join you can contact them via twitter @ANSARABP 
2. Kpd sesiapa yg nak join feed the homeless tu, mohon pastikan mereka di rumah sudah di'feed' terlebih dahulu ye.
3. Sebenarnya aku x smpt nak borak2 or face to face dgn the homeless. Maybe next time aku akan try approach dorg and share experience tu :D
4. Rajin2 la tegur other volunteers/organizers time join event2 mcm ni. Make new acquaintances.   

    Before briefing session.

    Photography session hoho. Can you find me ? :p

New Year Resolutions

Assalamualaikum and hello !

I hope it is not too late for me to wish happy new year to all of you . So..HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Bila masuk tahun baru ni mmg jadi satu rutin utk org tanya "apa azam tahun baru kau?" Jadi satu kebiasaan jugak org yg ditanya tu akan jawab "alaa..mcm tahun2 lepas lah." "Apa azam kau tahun2 lepas?" "er..."

Cliché la guys (*facepalm* sbb aku pon penah buat)

Tapi aku rasa tahun ni aku nak betul2 serious dgn azam aku. Mmg kalau bole setiap hari aku akan baca notes 'Azam 2016' aku. Kenapa ? Sebab kalau tak, aku akan lupa azam aku. Azam2 aku akan pergi macam tu je. Aku pulak buat dek je azam2 aku berlalu pergi.

A wise man (jgn tanya aku wise man mana -_-) once said "its all in your mind". Maksudnya, apa yg aku fikir, itulah yang aku dpt. Contoh, kalau aku fikir cili tu pedas. Maka pedaslah ia. Cuba kalau aku fikir cili tu manis. Manis tak cili tu ? Manis kalau aku tambah gula. Gula kat sini menggambarkan usaha. Kalau aku baca azam2 aku setiap hari pon, tapi aku tak bagi effort, agak2 aku bole capai azam2 aku ? Mana mungkin . Istiqamah hari demi hari. Sedikit demi sedikit .

Kalau aku x berjaya capai azam aku sekalipun, at least aku dah keluar dari kepompong aku yg dulu. Cukup memuaskan .

Aku rasa satu cara efektif nak bagi aku laksanakan azam aku ialah aku kene share azam aku dgn org. Bila aku share dgn org, aku akan rasa bertanggungjawab utk menjayakan azam aku. Malu lah kalau dh bersungguh cerita kat org, tapi aku x buat. Huhu.

Oleh itu, aku akan listkan bbrapa azam aku tahun ni :-

1. Focus on seeking knowledge
2. Instill islamic worldview
3. Buang pemikiran banal (kebiasaan / rutin)
4. Keep on questioning 'why?'
5. Baca tafsir surah alfatihah.
6. 1 year from today (28/11/15) - open minded
7. 6 months from today (5/12/15) - actual optimist

May Allah ease all of us to improve ourselves for the better. Amiin.