Sunday, 22 February 2015

Your face vs scenery

Assalamualaikum.

Topik kali skadar suka2 shja. Teman pon stres jugak kdg2 jd bior teman bersuke suki kejap. (Jgn smpi langgar hukum Allah :) )

Soo..Kebiasaannya kat instagram akan ade 3 reactions org kat kita punye gmbr based on my observation la, which is like , comment and scroll ( keje deme ni skrol je. Like tak, komen pon tak -_-) .Persoalannya, gmbr mcm mane yg akan increase like and gmbr mcm mane yg akan increase comments from viewers ?

Hypothesis : gmbr muke sendiri akan increase comments and like (xkira rupa mcm mane skalipon) . While gmbr scenery biasenye akan increase kan like shj, comment tu ade la skit. Tapi xsbnyk post gmbr muke sendiri.

Soo..my 1st procedure ?

1.ambil gmbr scenery yg kacak.
2.post kat insta

Hasil : likes and comments (dlm 2 3 org)

my 2nd procedure ?

1.ambil gmbr lompat gaya bebas.
2.post insta

Hasil : likes  and comments ( above 5 org comment)

Therefore, hypothesis accepted (at certain times only la kot) . Huahua.

Knape jd mcm ni?
I think our facial expressions ni main peranan. Ia ada daya penarik utk org memberi respon dari segi tutur kata. Jd senyum2 lah selalu (tiba2 ^^). Mungkin mereka akan mengatakan sesuatu yg baik kat kita ? Hahah

You guys should give it a try and share ur conclusions. ^^

Maaf jika ada terguris hati mana2 individu atau pihak . Peace ^^

*footdictionary :
1.teman = aku .
2.bior = biar
3.deme = diorg (kalau salah , org Perak jgn marah yee?)

Mainan tidur.

Assalamualaikum.

"Kalau org buat jahat kat kita. Kita biarkan. Xbermakna kita lemah. Tapi kita berfikir akan implikasinya sekiranya kita balas. Org tu xkan hidup dgn tenang. Tapi kita InsyaAllah tenang."

Tulah lebih kurg ape yg Ami(nenek aku ^^) selalu sebut. Beliau (aku hormat sgt kat die sbb tu gune beliau huhu) sgt bersangka baik kat org. Peramah dan mudah didekati. Tegas semestinya ada dalam mendidik. Dalam masa yg sama beliau seorang yg penyayang.

Tapi bukan nak crite pasal Ami kali ni. Nak kongsi sikit pasal mimpi aku malam tadi (woo..ckup mnyeramkan? Ok tidak. Haha) . Jeng jeng jeng ~

Sewaktu aku berjalan di sebuah perkampungan kecil, aku terlihat seorg remaja lelaki miskin (lepasan spm mungkin) yg sdg duduk di bahu jalan sambil mengira helaian demi helaian duit kertas Rm 1 dan mengasingkannya di tepi . Dia mengira lagi duit yg lain . Aku menghampirinya . Suasana ketika itu sunyi . Aku juga tidak dpt mendengar ape2 suara termasuk suara remaja itu. Seolah olah bunyi tidak pernah wujud. Aku hanya dpt melihat mulutnya yg terkumat kamit sprti ade sesuatu yg ingin diberitahu.

Tidak lama selepas itu , ada sekumpulan lelaki (2 3 org) mendekati kami . Salah seorg drpd mereka  secara kasarnya merampas kesemua duit yg dipegang oleh remaja lelaki tersebut lantas mereka melarikan diri. Sewaktu aku ingin memulakan langkah utk mengejar mereka, remaja tersebut menarik bahagian kaki seluarku(pening bukan? Haha). Dia menghalang aku drpd berbuat demikian mungkin. Serta merta dia menunjukkan riak wajah yg seolah olah dia redha dgn kejadian sebentar tadi. Ekspresi mukanya seolah olah ingin mengatakan kpdku "biarkan mereka. Mungkin mereka lebih memerlukan duit itu. Duit yg berbaki ni pon masih mencukupi utk menyara hidup aku malah lebih . Mungkin bukan rezeki aku." Hebat aku teka. Sangat hebat. Aku dgn berat hatinya membiarkan si pencuri itu melarikan diri.

Aku terjaga dari mimpi.

Apa yg dpt aku konklusikan setelah mendengar kata2 Ami dan sedari aku dari mimpi tadi ialah :-

1. Kita jgn pernah berdendam dgn org. Walau sejahat mane pon org tu pernah buat kat kita (kita relax . Dorg yg hidup dalam keresahan ^^)
2. Bersangka baik dgn org lain (mungkin mereka ini, mungkin mereka itu, dsb)
3. Berfikir sebelum bertindak. Cuba utk melawan diri drpd ikutkan nafsu dan kemarahan. Ia tidak menyelesaikan masalah tapi ia menambahkan masalah. (Peace ^^)
4. Yakinlah bahawa pembalasan Allah itu pasti . Pembalasan baik utk si baik yg btol2 ikhlas. Pembalasan jahat utk si jahat (yg btol2 ikhlas? Hoho)

*footnote: mimpi tu mungkin ade tokok tambah sikit. Tapi yg pentingnya lesson dia kan ? ^^ jgn lupe pengajaran tu haa :D

Arigatou gozaimasu !! [^_^]v

Monday, 16 February 2015

"Grab the opportunity" they said.

Assalamualaikum.

"Grab the opportunity. It may only come once in a lifetime."

I agree with that. We need to take the opportunity that we get to satisfy ourselves. Because in the future, we may not have the chance to get it again.

But sometimes, we need to let it go and think what's the best for us and others. Maybe we have other important responsibilities that we should do. That doesnt mean that you have to let go all of the opportunities in front of you. Only sometimes, because maybe we are too excited to take that opportunity without thinking about what are the consequences that follow. Pause for awhile. Ask our parents for some of their advices. Ask opinions from the people that have more experiences than us such as our brothers, sisters, and our seniors maybe.

Mungkin kita sangkakan apa yg kita nak atau suke tu, terbaik utk kita. Tetapi pada hakikatnya, ia bukan yg terbaik utk kita. Mungkin juga kita sangkakan apa yg kita xnak atau xsuke, buruk utk kita. Tetapi pada hakikatnya, ia terbaik utk kita. Teruskan berdoa . Semestinya Tuhan akan berikan yg terbaik utk kita.

Lets change our mentality from now on. We need to be confident that God knows best. Eventhough the opportunity may not come again in the future, dont be sad or depressed. Patience, young man (and woman :p). There must be something better for you that you dont know. If it seems like nothing good happens , He wants to test your faith and insyaAllah He will reward you if you are patient.

*foot note :
Kpd lepasan spm 2014 khususnya, maybe ramai yg dh dpt offer biasiswa smua. So, kalau parents dh bg green light, I think you bttr take it. If chosen to get the scholarship, dont waste it. Study hard and strive for the best.
All the best 97s ! ^^v

Friday, 13 February 2015

Roh dan jasad.

Roh dan jasad. Setibanya waktu mereka terpisah, tiada seorg hamba pon yg mampu menangguhkannya.

Kampung Pulau Melaka, Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

Di sinilah tempat kediaman Tok Guru Haji Datuk Nik Abdul Aziz bin Nik Mat , seorang ulama dan ahli politik yang terkemuka.Sebagai seorang yg berjawatan Menteri Besar, semestinya kita membayangkan rumah beliau mewah serta mempunyai pengawal bagi menjaga keselamatan beliau. Namun, ia sebaliknya.

Ditakdirkan Tuhan aku memperoleh kesempatan utk pergi ke Kampung Pulau Melaka bersama sama ahli keluarga aku (ibu org kota bharu, jd dia tahu selok belok jalan ke sini.)utk melihat rumah Tok Guru beberapa tahun yg lepas. Pada awalnya, aku kehairanan kerana tiada rumah2 mewah di perkampungan ni. Lantas aku bertanya kpd ibu. Kemudian ibu  menuding jarinya ke arah sebuah rumah kampung yg tiada bezanya dgn rumah2 di sekeliling. Aku seolah olah terpaku melihat rumah beliau. Tidak disangka sangkakan, rumah seorang Menteri Besar sama seperti rumah rakyat2 yg berhampiran. Timbul rasa kagum dalam diri aku. Setelah mengambil gambil gmbr kenangan di hadapan rumah beliau, aku pon pulg.

Kira-kira jam 10.10 malam. 12 februari 2015.

Sewaktu aku asyik berehat di bilik selepas makan, satu mesej masuk ke dalam 'handset' aku. Berita Harian rupanya. Aku dgn tenangnya membuka mesej Berita Harian yg aku langgan dan tertera di situ:- "Mursyidul Am PAS , Datuk Nik Aziz Nik Mat meninggal dunia di rumahnya di Pulau Melaka , Kota Bharu kira2 jam 9.45 malam tadi" .
Perasaan hiba dan sayu tiba2 menyelubungi diri. Malah perasaan takut turut muncul . Aku sendiri hairan mengapa wujudnya perasaan tu. Aku hanya kenal beliau sbgi seorg MB dan ulama dan ade dgr sedikit kisah2 beliau dri mulut org. Tidak lebih dri itu, bersemuka pon tidak. Tetapi mengapa timbul kehibaan, kesayuan serta kerisauan ? Tuhan yg tahu.
Semoga Allah menempatkan beliau bersama dgn org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh. Amiin . Alfatihah.

*semoga Allah menempatkan pengulas sukan negara,Datuk Hasbullah Awang bersama2 dgn org yg beriman dan beramal soleh juga. Alfatihah

Wednesday, 11 February 2015

Repent.

Assalamualaikum

Lets discuss about some serious matters once in awhile kay? You dont mind , do you ? ^^v
How do I start eh ?

As a human being, we cant run from making mistakes. Each seconds, minutes, hours or days we will surely think, do or talk about something that can make our sins increasing (except our prophets because they are ma'asum). At the end of the day, we need to repent so that Allah will forgive all our sins .

When do we repent ?

As long as u remember to repent, then just do it. You dont exactly have to do Taubah prayer everytime, but atleast seek forgiveness from Allah as much as you can in ur mind by saying Astaghfirullah. Thats all. Maybe some of the wrongdo-ers(including me) will think that they have no chance to be forgiven. But worry not because Allah said :-

Say,"O My servants who have transgressed against themselves (by sinning), do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful."
(39:53)

Allah gives us the golden opportunity to repent whenever we remember it, wherever we are and whoever we are. He will forgive whatever wrongdoings that we have done. As long as we are sincere, as long as we try to avoid anything that can make us repeat our mistakes again and as long as we try our best to not repeat it again. But bear in mind that our sins towards human beings can only be forgiven if we apologise to them . So, never lose hope eventhough our sins is as many as the stars in the skies or as much as the judgers around us (:p). Allah will forgive us if we really really regret our wrongdoings.

And if you keep on repeating the same mistakes , keep on repenting, again and again and again. InsyaAllah, Allah will forgive us :)

May Allah guide us to the straight path and meet one another in Jannah insyaAllah. Amiin . 

Guide me if I wrote something that is false. Ty :)

Friday, 6 February 2015

My life as a SRIAH-ian,Setiabudian and Mrsm pc-ian

Alhamdulillah aku berjaya mndpt 5A UPSR dan mumtaz PSRA. Pd waktu itu aku rase mase dpan aku sungguh cerah dek kerana kejayaan ku itu. Pd ketika itu, aku sudah ade pilihan skolah menengah yg ingin aku mohon iaitu Sambest. Mungkin kerana abg2 aku turut masuk ke situ dan aku rase itu lah satu2 hala tuju aku. Oleh itu, aku hanya mengisi borang twrn Sambest dan mengetepikan twrn SAM (Sekolah Agama Menengah ) yg lain(kesilapan yg amat besar).

Ditakdirkan Allah aku punye permohonan utk ke Sambest ditolak (ok tym tu terase la jugak sedih sbb xthu nk pilih skola mane dh). Jd ibu ayah aku ambil inisiatif utk mohon Smk sg pusu and Sm Setiabudi. Itu je choice yg tinggal sbb dkt dgn parents (^_^v) and skolah dh bukak dh wktu tu. Mungkin jodoh aku dgn Setiabudi (-_-) soo pihak skolah panggil aku utk interview and aku passed. Aku xtahu nk pikir ape tym tu sbb aku xpenah terfikir pon nak masuk sini . Hati menolak , badan terpaksa menerima kerana ini sahaja peluang utk aku smbung belajar (konon :p).

"Life must go on" bak kata omputeh. Aku berjalan masuk ke kelas 1 Biruni pd hari pertama ku dgn senyuman yg x berapa nk ikhlas (aku xpuas cuti lg u_u). Nak jdkan cerita..kelas tym tu ialah kelas English..habes aku kene introduce diri dlm english . (Hancus :p) . Maka bermulalah kehidupan aku di Sm Setiabudi. Well kat sini aku dikelilingi dgn student yg kemampuan masing2 terlebih sikit (kaya2 belake), private school la katekan..yuran pon mahal -_- .

Kat sini aku jd open minded and bljr menerima kwn2 yg perangainya gila2 and kuat main haha (thats the best part actually :p). Aku pon jd terikut main2 (tp result bole setaraf kelas pertama punye student tuu..jgn main2 ^^).

Kat sini jugak my communication , understanding , confident bole kata meningkat ke thp yg memberangsangkan la kalau dibandingkan dgn skola rendah dlu haha. Walaupun kwn2 kat sini mostly bwk perngai 'Kaya' dorg tp aku rase dorg ade satu kelebihan di mana dorg peramah and rapat dgn smua org. Like, literally smua org -_- and dorg ni jenis yg happy go lucky as if SPM x wujud xD tp dorg mengajar aku utk always think positive. Negative thoughts yg boleh demotivate kita, kita kene buang immediately . And always be you. Be the best version of you.

As time passed, PMR results came out and I managed to get 9 a's (alhamdulillah). Perasaan dia mmg membanggakan huhu. Tp itu smua skjp je and PMR isnt evrything . Pmr ni ibarat penentu kite punye kelas tym form 4 je bg aku (xbermakne xperlu strive for the best ye adik2). Sbb sape yg nak amek science stream mungkin kene above 5a's mcm tu. But sape yg xlepas but nk masuk kelas sains, still bole mohon (biasenya bdk kelas sains ni ramai pindah mrsm mcm aku ^^) so kekosongan biasenye ade. Jgn putus hrpn ^^.

My next chapter started after I passed ukkm test that mrsm provided and they informed me that the Mrsm that was chosen for me based on my results in ukkm test was Mrsm Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan. I was reluctant to accept the application because my choice was Mrsm Taiping plus Pengkalan chepa is too far away from my home -_-. But in the end I accepted the offer and registered myself at Mrsm Pc.

During my life in Mrsm Pc , my surrounding turned 360 degree from what I experienced in Setiabudi. Kebanyakan students kat sini kurg berkemampuan and aku rase humble sgt tgk dorg . Mmg berbeza tros dr life aku kat setiabudi where smua hidup senang dgn harta masing2. Mungkin Allah tetapkan aku msuk mrsm ni supaya aku xlupa diri bila aku senang. Walaupun mostly mrsm students punye background susah, tp dorg punye semangat , keberanian , knowledge and leadership dorg sgt tinggi. That one aku respect ^^v. Aku rase mcm aku ni xbrape nk bijak je bile bljr kat sini sbb smua pointer kau main tinggi >< 4 flat siap zz. walhal tym kat setiabudi dlu aku rase mcm aku ni bijak sgt huhu . Aku akur dgn smua ketentuan Ilahi . Aku sedar yg hidup ni ibarat roda yg berputar tanpa henti sbnrnye. Kadang2 kita di atas, dan akan smpi waktunya kita akan berada di bwh . Jd aku terima smua tu dan aku cube cari jalan utk survive hidup kat sini. Well I managed to survive although I didnt achieved my target huhu. Tp Alhamdulillah aku berjaya graduate walaupun pointer final x setinggi rakan2 ku yg lain haha .
Soo..today marks 6 of february 2015 where in less than a month, Spm results will come out. Aku mengharapkan keputusan SPM aku merupakan keputusan yg terbaik buat diri aku. InsyaAllah yg terbaik utk anda juga . Semoga Allah berikan masa depan yg terbaik buat diri kita smua . Amiin . Sometimes, the things that we want , isnt the thing that we need. So lets pray for the best and let Allah decides what is the best for us :)

Moral of the story :-

1.Lpas upsr tu mohon je byk2 skolah and bukan stakat skolah yg nak je ( skadar backup plan ). Kalau x nnti jd mcm aku yg terpakse redha :p
2.Try to get along with everyone kat skolah or kt mane2 skali pon..ckup skadar saling mengenali. but choose the best friend which can bring u to the straight path and not otherwise. In the future you will be needing him or her to support you from the back.
3.Always remember the purpose of your parents to send you to school which is to blajar dan bukan skadar bljr tp beramal dgn ilmu as long as ilmu tu xbercanggah dgn agama.
4.Kpd f1 and f4 yg nk masuk mrsm, troskan niat anda walau jauh mane skali pon mrsm tu (kalau sabah sarawak tu pikiaq 2 3 kali la kot haha.). Because for me the experience living with a bunch of people yg intelligent ni sgt bernilai..byk bende baru bole bljr drpd dorg especially drpd student  yg mmg sejak form1 lgi dah jd mrsm student.
5.Never lose hope and give up easily if the road gets tough. Instead get a partner that can give u support and try ur best to get up again.
6.Jage hubungan dgn Allah sebaik mungkin . InsyaAllah He will show us the straight path.

Thank you ! ^^v

Wednesday, 4 February 2015

First entry ^^

Alhamdulillah..aku berjaya menerobos sempadan diri (eceh) dengan menghasilkan blog. Actually dh lame dh nk buat blog but too many challenges yg menghalang aku drpd menghasilkannya >< antaranya :-

1.internet xdak kat umah
2.tahap kemalasan maksima (typical life after spm)
And last but not least,
3.Scared of The People's thought ! -_- "

How do I face those challenges and get motivated?

First of all..I borrow my dad's samsung galaxy tab and i put my #hotlink simcard in it where hotlink offers free basic internet. Woohoo ^^

Second..mungkin disebabkan tahap kemalasan aku tinggi sgt , aku jd bosan dgn kemalasan aku (-_-) dan menyebabkan aku jd rajin hahaha. Well , rajin nak buat blog aje la :p

And third..ini yg paling annoying. The thoughts always come into my head. Mungkin aku akan fikir "bajet ah die ni" "syok sendiri ah mamat ni" dan mcm2 lagi. Soo..aku ambil inisiatif utk tgk vlog aiman azlan (entah knape tibe2 nk tgk vlog aiman azlan pon xthu. Ilham dr Tuhan mungkin? ^^) and somehow I get motivated and thought that I just needed to do it. Mane tahu blog aku boleh change people's life ? (Wow ^^) . Jadi aku troskan niat aku tu..and here it is.

This is the port where I think that I can share my experiences and opinions to others . Hopefully it is beneficial to others. Amiin :)