My life as a SRIAH-ian,Setiabudian and Mrsm pc-ian

Alhamdulillah aku berjaya mndpt 5A UPSR dan mumtaz PSRA. Pd waktu itu aku rase mase dpan aku sungguh cerah dek kerana kejayaan ku itu. Pd ketika itu, aku sudah ade pilihan skolah menengah yg ingin aku mohon iaitu Sambest. Mungkin kerana abg2 aku turut masuk ke situ dan aku rase itu lah satu2 hala tuju aku. Oleh itu, aku hanya mengisi borang twrn Sambest dan mengetepikan twrn SAM (Sekolah Agama Menengah ) yg lain(kesilapan yg amat besar).

Ditakdirkan Allah aku punye permohonan utk ke Sambest ditolak (ok tym tu terase la jugak sedih sbb xthu nk pilih skola mane dh). Jd ibu ayah aku ambil inisiatif utk mohon Smk sg pusu and Sm Setiabudi. Itu je choice yg tinggal sbb dkt dgn parents (^_^v) and skolah dh bukak dh wktu tu. Mungkin jodoh aku dgn Setiabudi (-_-) soo pihak skolah panggil aku utk interview and aku passed. Aku xtahu nk pikir ape tym tu sbb aku xpenah terfikir pon nak masuk sini . Hati menolak , badan terpaksa menerima kerana ini sahaja peluang utk aku smbung belajar (konon :p).

"Life must go on" bak kata omputeh. Aku berjalan masuk ke kelas 1 Biruni pd hari pertama ku dgn senyuman yg x berapa nk ikhlas (aku xpuas cuti lg u_u). Nak jdkan cerita..kelas tym tu ialah kelas English..habes aku kene introduce diri dlm english . (Hancus :p) . Maka bermulalah kehidupan aku di Sm Setiabudi. Well kat sini aku dikelilingi dgn student yg kemampuan masing2 terlebih sikit (kaya2 belake), private school la katekan..yuran pon mahal -_- .

Kat sini aku jd open minded and bljr menerima kwn2 yg perangainya gila2 and kuat main haha (thats the best part actually :p). Aku pon jd terikut main2 (tp result bole setaraf kelas pertama punye student tuu..jgn main2 ^^).

Kat sini jugak my communication , understanding , confident bole kata meningkat ke thp yg memberangsangkan la kalau dibandingkan dgn skola rendah dlu haha. Walaupun kwn2 kat sini mostly bwk perngai 'Kaya' dorg tp aku rase dorg ade satu kelebihan di mana dorg peramah and rapat dgn smua org. Like, literally smua org -_- and dorg ni jenis yg happy go lucky as if SPM x wujud xD tp dorg mengajar aku utk always think positive. Negative thoughts yg boleh demotivate kita, kita kene buang immediately . And always be you. Be the best version of you.

As time passed, PMR results came out and I managed to get 9 a's (alhamdulillah). Perasaan dia mmg membanggakan huhu. Tp itu smua skjp je and PMR isnt evrything . Pmr ni ibarat penentu kite punye kelas tym form 4 je bg aku (xbermakne xperlu strive for the best ye adik2). Sbb sape yg nak amek science stream mungkin kene above 5a's mcm tu. But sape yg xlepas but nk masuk kelas sains, still bole mohon (biasenya bdk kelas sains ni ramai pindah mrsm mcm aku ^^) so kekosongan biasenye ade. Jgn putus hrpn ^^.

My next chapter started after I passed ukkm test that mrsm provided and they informed me that the Mrsm that was chosen for me based on my results in ukkm test was Mrsm Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan. I was reluctant to accept the application because my choice was Mrsm Taiping plus Pengkalan chepa is too far away from my home -_-. But in the end I accepted the offer and registered myself at Mrsm Pc.

During my life in Mrsm Pc , my surrounding turned 360 degree from what I experienced in Setiabudi. Kebanyakan students kat sini kurg berkemampuan and aku rase humble sgt tgk dorg . Mmg berbeza tros dr life aku kat setiabudi where smua hidup senang dgn harta masing2. Mungkin Allah tetapkan aku msuk mrsm ni supaya aku xlupa diri bila aku senang. Walaupun mostly mrsm students punye background susah, tp dorg punye semangat , keberanian , knowledge and leadership dorg sgt tinggi. That one aku respect ^^v. Aku rase mcm aku ni xbrape nk bijak je bile bljr kat sini sbb smua pointer kau main tinggi >< 4 flat siap zz. walhal tym kat setiabudi dlu aku rase mcm aku ni bijak sgt huhu . Aku akur dgn smua ketentuan Ilahi . Aku sedar yg hidup ni ibarat roda yg berputar tanpa henti sbnrnye. Kadang2 kita di atas, dan akan smpi waktunya kita akan berada di bwh . Jd aku terima smua tu dan aku cube cari jalan utk survive hidup kat sini. Well I managed to survive although I didnt achieved my target huhu. Tp Alhamdulillah aku berjaya graduate walaupun pointer final x setinggi rakan2 ku yg lain haha .

Soo..today marks 6 of february 2015 where in less than a month, Spm results will come out. Aku mengharapkan keputusan SPM aku merupakan keputusan yg terbaik buat diri aku. InsyaAllah yg terbaik utk anda juga . Semoga Allah berikan masa depan yg terbaik buat diri kita smua . Amiin . Sometimes, the things that we want , isnt the thing that we need. So lets pray for the best and let Allah decides what is the best for us :)

Moral of the story :-

1.Lpas upsr tu mohon je byk2 skolah and bukan stakat skolah yg nak je ( skadar backup plan ). Kalau x nnti jd mcm aku yg terpakse redha :p
2.Try to get along with everyone kat skolah or kt mane2 skali pon..ckup skadar saling mengenali. but choose the best friend which can bring u to the straight path and not otherwise. In the future you will be needing him or her to support you from the back.
3.Always remember the purpose of your parents to send you to school which is to blajar dan bukan skadar bljr tp beramal dgn ilmu as long as ilmu tu xbercanggah dgn agama.
4.Kpd f1 and f4 yg nk masuk mrsm, troskan niat anda walau jauh mane skali pon mrsm tu (kalau sabah sarawak tu pikiaq 2 3 kali la kot haha.). Because for me the experience living with a bunch of people yg intelligent ni sgt bernilai..byk bende baru bole bljr drpd dorg especially drpd student  yg mmg sejak form1 lgi dah jd mrsm student.
5.Never lose hope and give up easily if the road gets tough. Instead get a partner that can give u support and try ur best to get up again.
6.Jage hubungan dgn Allah sebaik mungkin . InsyaAllah He will show us the straight path.

Thank you ! ^^v