First impression

Assalamualaikum and hello !

Pagi td lecturer aku ade buat session 'whats your first impression?' dgn satu kelas . Firstly, sorg prepare satu kertas and then kene tulis nama kat bahagian atas kertas tu . Secondly, pass the paper kat setiap org dlm kelas and dorg akan tulis first impression dorg kat tuan punya kertas . 

Tp mcm biase lah..aku bukan nye minat sgt bende2 mcm ni. Tapi tak pe..sekali sekala xda masalah (haha). Best ape dpt tulis first impression kita kat org lain. It can be positive or negative. But bear in mind la yg ni hanyalah first impression, x melambangkan diri kita yg sebenarnya pon (kot). 

So, bila dh setel setiap sorg tulis first impression masing2 and kertas masing2 dh smpi kt tuan2 dia, sesi perkongsian pulak dijalankan . Gahaha. Smpi turn aku, aku suruh lecturer aku bacakan first impression rakan2 aku kat aku. Hahha . Tak mampu bro. Tak mampu. Acah2 segan gitu hoho. Lecturer aku tu pon go thru one by one. Dalam byk2 list first impression dorg kat aku, aku rasa 1 je yg aku betul2 tepat and aku agree. One of them tulis 'confuse'. 

Aku tersentak jap. Wuishh. Thats the word yg aku rasa mmg betul describe diri aku. Mesti org yg tulis tu btol2 confuse dgn 'split' personality aku yg pelbagai haha. 

Confused. I am confused with myself. Sometimes i can be as talktative as much as people would call me 'friendly'. But i also can be as quiet as much as they would call me 'pemalu'. I also laughed hard occasionally. I can be as good as an angel. Or as evil as a devil !

But that's me. Can i say that yang aku ni....payah nak 'dibaca'? Yes maybe. Haha . Acah2 !

The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho

Assalamualaikum and hello !

Since i have more than 3 weeks at home, and besides taking photo for my #productiveproject, i have decided to try and finish all the books that i have bought a few months ago . And there were plenty of them ! Huhu. Anyway, i succeeded to start (hoho) , and i have just finished my third book - 'the alchemist' by paulo coelho , just a few hours ago ( i need to celebrate my achievements! Haha ) , which i will share a short synopsis with all of you in the next paragraphs.

The Alchemist, basically, is the story about chasing one's dreams and one never ceases his dreams. We have to make our dreams come true gitu . Haa. Some of us (termasuk aku) takut nak kejar impian sendiri. Maybe sbb rasa diri xlayak. Or maybe sbb takut xdpt capai impian tu. The important thing is that we TRY and ENDEAVOUR. It's not only about to make our dreams come true, it's also about the things that you learn along the way. And buku ni akan bg smgt utk korg terus kejar impian korg . (Hoho)

It's the story of a boy from Andalusia who dreams of travelling. At that particular region, only the rich people and the shepherds often travel. Since he is not from a rich family, he decides to learn everything there is to know about being a shepherd, and later becomes a shepherd himself. After travelling for quite some time, he is having a recurrent dream(he dreamed about a child who was playing with his flock. The child, then, teleported him to the Pyramid of Egypt and told him that there is treasure near the Pyramid), and he thinks of it as a sign, so, he decides to meet a dream interpreter in Tarifa. After listening to the boy's dream, the dream interpreter encourages the boy to go to Egypt and find that treasure. 

In order for him to go to Egypt, he needs to get on the ship to cross the sea to Tangir(somewhere in Arab region), so, he decides to sell his flock of sheep to gain some money. In his journey to Egypt, he meets and learns new things from a lot of people such as the king of salem, the crystal merchant, the englishman, and the camel driver.

After riding camels for several weeks, he arrives at the oasis(somewhere in the desert of Egypt, there are thousands of palms, tents and wells at the oasis), he meets an arab girl named Fatima, and he falls in love with her. A few days later, an alchemist(a person that can turn metals into gold) goes to the oasis and meets the boy. Because of several omens, the alchemist guides the boy to find his treasure. Although the boy hesitates to leave Fatima , he thinks that he needs to pursue his dreams and later will come back to her. Along the way to the Pyramids, the boy learns everything there is to know about alchemy and manages to become the most successful disciple of the alchemist. The alchemist bids goodbye to the boy and lets the boy continue the journey alone because the Pyramids is just 3 hours away from them.

Upon arrival at the Pyramids, he digs the sand where his tears fall (its an omen,though), but he finds nothing. A few moments later, several figures (refugees from the tribal war) come and ask him what he is doing. And the boy has to tell them about the recurrent dream and the treasure because they are beating him hard. Moments later, they are leaving and the leader of the refugees tells the boy that he also had a recurrent dream, and in that dream, he was told that there is treasure at an abandoned church in Andalusia, where a shepherd boy is sleeping with his flock. The boy smiles and he knows where should he heads now. His hometown. Andalusia.

Here is the book ! The cover attracts me really well, though. Haha

Semester break!!!

Assalamualaikum and hello guys !

Alhamdulillah aku dah habes final exam sem 1 !! Which means aku tgh sem break skrg ni (Yeay!!) nak kata cuti lama, tak jugak tapi boleh la..3 minggu kot. Not bad la kan . 

Aku nak cerita la sikit pasal subjek aku amek sem 1 ni, which is Islam and Other Religion(Rka), Ict , and English. 3 je . Mmg to some students, dorg akan kata sikit, tp kat uia ni ada yg amek 2 subjek je kot utk first sem. Lagi sikit . Huhu. Rileks sungguh !

Generally, subjek Rka ni aku belajar pasal makna 'ad-din' 'islam' 'tauhid' and yg paling interesting aku bljr pasal agama2 lain kat Malaysia like Christianity, Hinduism & Buddhism. Some kata subjek ni mcm Pendidikan islam. Yes . Ada persamaan sikit. Except bljr Rka ni dlm english lguage. And level english yg digunakan is quite high. Ada member baca 2 3 kali dh fhm. Aku ni tak faham2 langsung. So kene consult lecturer haha. Oh ya..kalau dlm exam, lecturer aku suruh bg bukti dlm quran nak bg kukuhkan kita punya answers. (Eg: In surah al ikhlas verse 1, Allah talked about....) And akan dpt markah bonus kat situ. Byg kan nak kene hafal smua tu . Dahsyat. No wonder la produk Uia pon mostly 'rare' punye type. Al quran dalam kepala bro ! 

For English subject, i learnt about reading passages, data analysis and opinion-based essay. The format is exactly the same as Muet if im not mistaken. Basically, we're learning english to familiarize ourselves with Muet and Ielts test. (Toefl also? Im not sure)

And for Ict subject, aku belajar basic application of ict ; input/output , software/hardware , movie maker and ada bbrapa lagi. Quite interesting sbb dpt bljr pasal OS kat mobile device and also kat personal computer kita. Kalau aku dlu mana ambik kesah pasal os, processor bagai . Tp skrg aku lebih fhm and aku lebih tahu how the computer works. (Yeah!) 

Antara 3 subjek ni, bg aku yg paling susah is Rka. Kalau setakat baca buku je mmg pyh nak fhm. Aku nasihatkan junior2 sekalian, kerap consult lecturer bila xfhm, baik2 dgn dorg (chances lecturer tu nak belanja , tinggi. Hahah). Bila aku kata subjek ni paling payah , maka bila dh lps exam paper ni, aku lega gila lahh. Perhh! Perasaan bila dh lps paper ni puas gila ! umpama aku dah graduate, and aku campak topi grad tu tinggi2 and x turun2 ! (Tersangkut kat pokok -.-) segala bebanan yg aku tanggung , hilang di udara . Ringan je badan. Haha. 

Kembali kpd topik asal. Sebenarnya , ade je student uia pj cuti pnjg . (3 bulan huiii.) Smua ni muka2 yg xkene short sem mcm aku. And mostly or if im not mistaken , smua science students xpyh amek short sem. So they are all going to rot themselves . I think . Haha. Jeles sebenarnya . 

Hopefully that i can spend my holiday wisely ! (Pftt) oh btw, try and have a look at my instagram : irfanadam . I created a project called productive project with the hashtag #productiveproject #projekproduktif just to busy myself with something. Haha. I will force myself to snap some pictures daily and edit it and post it on instagram. Quite productive aint i ? Haha

Penglihatan bayi

Fuhh! Lega rasanya dah sampai rumah. Lagi lagi dapat melabuhkan punggung kat atas sofa yg lembut ni setelah penat mengisi perut. Mengisi perut pon penat. Pelik sungguh manusia. 

Movie malam ni bole tahan best. The fault in our stars kot. Aku penah nak try baca novel ni dulu. Tapi tak larat nak habiskan . So aku nak cube fahamkan cite dia. Fokus aku lain macam sikit malam nih . Jadi, Danial terpaksa bermain mainan kereta sorg2 . Tidak lama selepas itu, Danial mengeluarkan kata2 yang berjaya menarik perhatian aku. 

"Pakcik , Upin Ipin takut nenek. Ehsan takut nenek." Danial menggunakan nada risau.

Pada waktu itu, aku dapat merasakan sesuatu yang pelik. Dalam cite upin ipin, upin ipin panggil 'opah' dan bukannya 'nenek' sebagaimana yg Danial sebutkan tadi. Kalau tak silap, mana ada watak 'nenek' dalam upin ipin. Dan mmg kebiasaannya Danial sebut opah. Tapi bukan kali ni. 

"Ye ? Kenapa upin ipin takut nenek?" Aku bertanya dengan bersahaja . Malangnya , Danial lagi 'bersahaja' daripada aku dan buat tak endah je soalan aku. 

"Tu nenek , pakcik !" Danial memecahkan kesunyian sambil menuding jari ke arah ruang makan yang ternyata tiada orang.

Kecut perut aku ! Terkeluar jugak kata2 yang memang sudah aku jangkakan. Aku dah mula tak sedap duduk.

"Jom tido jom!" Paksa aku . Dengan sepantas kilat aku mendukung dan membawa Danial ke biliknya.

Beberapa hari selepas kejadian, aku baru dpt tahu yang watak 'nenek kebayan' memang ada dalam Upin Ipin. Perkara yg berlegar di fikiran aku adalah tudingan jari Danial ke arah ruang makan tempoh hari. Ahh, lupakan! Lupakan !

You , me and us

I wanted to prove that you were wrong,

But there's a part of me that held me on,

A feeling of respect suddenly came,

Cos' you had taught me many things.

I know that you knew,

That you were wrong.

But why you keep on doing it?

Is it your ego?

Then please let it go.

The world isnt only about you, you see?

Its about all of us, you must agree.

We live as brothers and sisters,

We may not lie in the same grave.

But we have the same aim,

Its Heaven that we need to claim.

28/4/15 | 1.12pm

Ego

One thing that you should know,

You have to let down your ego,

Down to the Earth and below.

Have you ever wonder,

Why humans cant accept the truth?

Eventhough they already knew they were wrong?

And eventhough all the proofs were just right before their eyes?

Thats the immense power of ego,

You must have it but dont show,

Like i said before,

Let down your ego,

And create better tomorrow.

Admit it,

And dont deny it

26 April 2015 | 11.23am

Sang Perhati

Aku sering perhati gelagat 'hamba',

Gelak tawa mereka,

Tangisan mereka,

Senyuman mereka.

Mereka panggil aku gila,

Mereka gelar aku 'stalker'.

Namun,

Aku tetap perhati,

Kerana gelak tawa mereka,

Membuatkan aku rasa selesa,

Berdampingan dengan mereka.

Tangisan mereka,

Membuatkan aku kasihankan mereka,

Lantas egoku lenyap serta merta.

Senyuman mereka,

Membuatkan aku rasa bahagia,

Umpama dunia aku yg punya.

Maafkan aku ,

Kerana hanya mampu memerhati,

Tanpa mendekati,

Atau menghampiri,

Di kala kau menanti.

25 Mac 2015 | 11.52 malam

Customer service

Assalamualaikum and hello ! 

Today was a really frustrating day to me.You know , when you feel like throwing things that you have in your hands to the person who made you angry. Or you feel like punching people in the face. Yeah , that kind of feeling. But, alhamdulillah i managed to control my anger and no one was injured (phew)

Earlier today, i went to a driving school to make a reservation for JPJ Test. Everything went well at first. I told the staff that i wanted to book for JPJ Test. Then, she told me that the driving school will only entertain students who were seating for JPJ Test today . Not for making reservations . Not for anything else. So i told her that i dont know in the first place. (How should i know by the way?) So , she made a reservation for me (thank you). But then , i sense something different from her voice tone. As if she was angry with me . (Or maybe she was tired) . Later, she handed me a paper and she ordered me to cut and paste my copy of IC and LDL (learner's driving license) there. "Wow. Is this how you treat your customer? You asked them to stick it is one thing. But , what's with that voice tone? Cant you say it politely AT LEAST." I thought in my head.

Oh ! by the way, i noticed the other staff were treating other customer even harsher. They didnt smile were one thing. They easily ordered people to go hither and thither like a PUPPET ! (Scary huh?) . After doing some cut and paste, i handed back the paper to her. And alhamdulillah, the reservation was made.

The point that i wanted to highlight was about the customer service shown by the staffs there. Maybe to all of you, it seems like a small thing and i am the one that exaggerating . Its okay then. But the 'small' thing to you is the thing that we need to improve and correct it actually. We always take it lightly when it comes to 'small' things. Did you know that everything BIG starts with 'small' right? And who knows that it could bring harm towards us later? I could see dissatisfaction on the face of every customer. And do you know that your attitude will affect others? And how much is the effect? Have you ever wonder why there are cases of suicide? One of the reason is because the way the society look and treat them. Ponder it for awhile, will you?

Okay, lets talk about the solution of these problems. In my opinion,in order to prevent these problems from happening again , we need to change our attitude . Allah will not change us if we ourself do not want to show any effort to change. Starting from now, receptionist (if you read this entry) please try to smile and talk politely to your customers. You need to know that they have feelings too. They want you to smile. And i know that you also want to smile. Here is a smile for you :) (senyum tu berjangkit org kata)

I just hope that one fine day, one of the staff of the driving school that i registered read this entry . Hopefully they will change and become a more successful driving school with the staffs and workers that treat customers the way it supposed to be. 

Grant us the strength to improve ourself for the better , Ya Allah. Ameen

P/s: The strongest person isnt the one that can lift weight. But its the person who can control his/her anger. 

Forum on 'Generation Y & technological challenges'

Assalamualaikum !

Sabtu malam baru ni, aku pegi dgr forum yg bertajuk 'Generasi Y & cabaran teknologi' kat Uia Gombak. Aku pon xthu macam mana aku dpt 'hidayah' nak dgr forum ni. Selama ni kalau ade forum kat tv tros tukar channel . Kalau xpon lari sejauh mungkin . Hahah.

So, kembali kpd topik asal. Moderator forum ni ialah saudara Mohsen Alkaff. Beliau merupakan salah sorg ahli Parlimen Belia Malaysia . 3 panelist pd malam tu ialah bro Aiman Azlan, Mejar Dr Faiz dan bro Fikri Ahmad. Sepatutnya forum ni ada 3 pusingan tapi masing2 bg penerangan pnjg lebar so jd 2 pusingan sahaja. Hoho. 

Aku nak kongsikan sikit input yg aku dpt drpd forum tempoh hari :-

1. Virality has became a trend nowadays. Virality means the condition or fact being rapidly spread or popularized in the internet. Let me tell you a story that bro Aiman Azlan had made up during the forum but i am using Ali as the variable. Let say Ali is walking by the river. In front of him, there is a father and a son walking side by side. Then,a beautiful woman pass by and she got the attention from the boy's father. Without realizing, the father accidentally bumped into his son and his son falls into the river. Ali, on the other hand, is recording a video on what just happened and share it in youtube with the intention "i want other people to learn from the father's mistakes." And the video went viral in the internet. The intention may be good. But Ali has made the father guilty in his whole life. One mistake and it changes the way people act,look and think towards the father, his wife and his whole family.Eventhough Ali can delete the video , but there might be other people who downloaded it and share it somewhere else. Is Ali's intention really wise ? Did he need to record the video? Why Ali didnt help the drowned boy instead? He could save someone's life !!

2. We cant label someone that addicted to social medias such as facebook, twitter and etc. as anti-social. Each human beings has their own personality and behavior. An introvert might use FB or Twitter as an opportunity where he/she can express his/her opinion or thoughts on something for the better future of the nation. He/she might have more friends in the social media than the extrovert has in their real life. You get what i mean? Then? Are they considerable as anti-social? 

3. How to be an innovator? Be independent and get out of your comfort zone. Do something beyond routine.

4. Be curious , all the time. You might not like to think, but you know that you need to think.

Thats all!! Aku harap kalian faham ape yg aku kongsikan and moga2 kita menjadi seorg yg lebih baik pada masa hadapan . 

Thank you :-)

Sri Al Huda , Batch 97's reunion

Assalamualaikum everyone ~

3 days ago, i was invited by A friend from primary school to a reunion which was held yesterday at Taman KLCC . At that time, i replied to him that i will check my schedule first (hamboii) and i will give him the confirmation later. But after hours and  a day passed, i suddenly had the feeling of not going to the reunion just because i was too lazy plus a little bit of ego and a tiny bit of scared ( takut jd forever alone kat sana hoho .) But, on the day of the event, i decided to go just because my friend asked me to and not because im looking forward to it hoho. ( plus,im the photographer btw . How it turned out like that? I dont know . Hoho)

Oh yaa. I forgot to tell all of you that the theme of the event was 'potluck'. Which means, each one of us must bring foods and drinks from home and we share it together. Unfortunately, i didnt bring anything . Sorry guys hoho. 

So, on the day of the event, we gathered at north east of Taman KLCC (if your south is Suria KLCC). 

After taking quite some time to make everyone sat still , we started the event officially by reciting surah alfatihah. Then, all eyes went to bro Eimran ( our batch's president ) , as he delivered his speech . After that, all eyes changed to sis Asma Tahani , bro Anas and bro Azfar respectively as they gave motivational and inspiring speech. During those speeches, something struck my mind. My ego from the day before, suddenly went away . As if it was flying away . Far far away ~ Their speech and the way they started their speech were really amazing and very meaningful to me. I took bro Anas' speech as an example. He started his speech with a verse in Al-quran about relationship between Muslims (i didnt remember which surah). To me , that was quite remarkable. 

On that moment , i realized that friendship was so important. How it can changes people's life for the better. I also realized that we should never underestimate others. Muslims or non-Muslims. I take myself as an example, I had no idea that my old friends could deliver speech really good. I underestimated them. Just because i got  5A's in UPSR during primary school, i thought i was better than them. I forgot that people do change for the better. I was absolutely wrong. Because of that, yesterday's reunion was really meaningful to me. I thank all of you for spending your to join this reunion. Special thanks to Bro Eimran for inviting me and the organisers. I truly appreciated it :)

Here are the list of Participants :-

1. Bro Eimran

2. Bro Imran

3. Bro Azfar

4. Bro Syed

5. Bro Anas

6. Bro Nizam

7. Bro Faris

8. Bro Nukman

9. Me

10. Sis Bahirah

11. Sis Anisah

12. Sis Asmahan

13. Sis Asma 

14. Sis Yati

15. Sis Zahidah

16. Sis Aishah

 Muka2 ceria setelah 6 tahun x berjumpa :D 

I am back , people !

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone !! 

It has been awhile since the last time i posted an entry huhu. As i told you guys in my first entry, i posted all of my entries by using my dad's samsung galaxy tab. Since my dad has taken it back, i didnt have the opportunity to post again huhu (kat umah xde tenet. So, berharap kat basic internet maxis je nih -.- semput lah sikit ) But, alhamdulillah . My sister just got a new smartphone and she gave her old one to me (ho yeahh). So, this morning i downloaded blogger on the phone and voila!! I posted a new entry !! Yeah!

3 MARCH 2015

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah..keputusan spm dh pon kluar. Setelah lebih drpd 3 bulan tertunggu tunggu , akhirnya slip keputusan spm berjaya sampai ke tgn aku.

Alhamdulillah. It doesnt really matter how many A's did you get or how many F's did you get. Its about how much effort that you put in it. The effort that matters the most. Congratulate yourself for being able to try your best. It doesnt mean that you are not intelligent because intelligence cannot be measured only on your grades. It has wide diversities.

TO THOSE WHO GET STRAIGHT A'S :

1. Dont forget to be thankful to The Most Knowing. InsyaAllah He will give you more. Take good care of your relationship with God.
2. Dont be boastful of your results.
3. Have empathy towards others who didnt get straight A's. If doesnt necessary, than dont post your results on public . They have feelings too.
4. Dont forget to apply scholarships as much as possible. You have higher possibilities to get it.
5. Dont waste your time by celebrating your excellence.

TO THOSE WHO DIDNT GET STRAIGHT A'S :

1. Dont forget that God knows best. Isnt He The Most Knowing? Take good care of your relationship with God. InsyaAllah , He will give you patience.
2. Learn to accept.
3. Dont let yourself down by your own grades. Its not the end of the world. If you suicide, than thats the end of your world (please dont).
4. One door closes. Another door opens. You need to find that door. It may be hard, but if you want it so badly,than search for It.
5. If you had put so much effort on it and you didnt achieve your target, you need to reflect upon your relationship towards God. Is it okay ? Or is it cracked?
6. Try to apply any possible scholarships . Dont give up.
7. Stick with this sayings "after spm, you need to open a new chapter which is your college life. Forget about spm results and strive for the best in your college life."

We need to change our mindset and start being an optimist upon something that happen .

Nota kaki :

Tahniah Mrsm Pengkalan Chepa ! Dapat ranking no.2 Malaysia tu pon cukup bagus ^^ Disebabkan aku student PC , maka result aku xpenting. Ranking maktab tu yg penting hahaha. Thanks rakan2 PC . Aku berselindung di bawah kejayaan korg . ^^'

Your face vs scenery

Assalamualaikum.

Topik kali skadar suka2 shja. Teman pon stres jugak kdg2 jd bior teman bersuke suki kejap. (Jgn smpi langgar hukum Allah :) )

Soo..Kebiasaannya kat instagram akan ade 3 reactions org kat kita punye gmbr based on my observation la, which is like , comment and scroll ( keje deme ni skrol je. Like tak, komen pon tak -_-) .Persoalannya, gmbr mcm mane yg akan increase like and gmbr mcm mane yg akan increase comments from viewers ?

Hypothesis : gmbr muke sendiri akan increase comments and like (xkira rupa mcm mane skalipon) . While gmbr scenery biasenye akan increase kan like shj, comment tu ade la skit. Tapi xsbnyk post gmbr muke sendiri.

Soo..my 1st procedure ?

1.ambil gmbr scenery yg kacak.
2.post kat insta

Hasil : likes and comments (dlm 2 3 org)

my 2nd procedure ?

1.ambil gmbr lompat gaya bebas.
2.post insta

Hasil : likes  and comments ( above 5 org comment)

Therefore, hypothesis accepted (at certain times only la kot) . Huahua.

Knape jd mcm ni?
I think our facial expressions ni main peranan. Ia ada daya penarik utk org memberi respon dari segi tutur kata. Jd senyum2 lah selalu (tiba2 ^^). Mungkin mereka akan mengatakan sesuatu yg baik kat kita ? Hahah

You guys should give it a try and share ur conclusions. ^^

Maaf jika ada terguris hati mana2 individu atau pihak . Peace ^^

*footdictionary :
1.teman = aku .
2.bior = biar
3.deme = diorg (kalau salah , org Perak jgn marah yee?)

Mainan tidur.

Assalamualaikum.

"Kalau org buat jahat kat kita. Kita biarkan. Xbermakna kita lemah. Tapi kita berfikir akan implikasinya sekiranya kita balas. Org tu xkan hidup dgn tenang. Tapi kita InsyaAllah tenang."

Tulah lebih kurg ape yg Ami(nenek aku ^^) selalu sebut. Beliau (aku hormat sgt kat die sbb tu gune beliau huhu) sgt bersangka baik kat org. Peramah dan mudah didekati. Tegas semestinya ada dalam mendidik. Dalam masa yg sama beliau seorang yg penyayang.

Tapi bukan nak crite pasal Ami kali ni. Nak kongsi sikit pasal mimpi aku malam tadi (woo..ckup mnyeramkan? Ok tidak. Haha) . Jeng jeng jeng ~

Sewaktu aku berjalan di sebuah perkampungan kecil, aku terlihat seorg remaja lelaki miskin (lepasan spm mungkin) yg sdg duduk di bahu jalan sambil mengira helaian demi helaian duit kertas Rm 1 dan mengasingkannya di tepi . Dia mengira lagi duit yg lain . Aku menghampirinya . Suasana ketika itu sunyi . Aku juga tidak dpt mendengar ape2 suara termasuk suara remaja itu. Seolah olah bunyi tidak pernah wujud. Aku hanya dpt melihat mulutnya yg terkumat kamit sprti ade sesuatu yg ingin diberitahu.

Tidak lama selepas itu , ada sekumpulan lelaki (2 3 org) mendekati kami . Salah seorg drpd mereka  secara kasarnya merampas kesemua duit yg dipegang oleh remaja lelaki tersebut lantas mereka melarikan diri. Sewaktu aku ingin memulakan langkah utk mengejar mereka, remaja tersebut menarik bahagian kaki seluarku(pening bukan? Haha). Dia menghalang aku drpd berbuat demikian mungkin. Serta merta dia menunjukkan riak wajah yg seolah olah dia redha dgn kejadian sebentar tadi. Ekspresi mukanya seolah olah ingin mengatakan kpdku "biarkan mereka. Mungkin mereka lebih memerlukan duit itu. Duit yg berbaki ni pon masih mencukupi utk menyara hidup aku malah lebih . Mungkin bukan rezeki aku." Hebat aku teka. Sangat hebat. Aku dgn berat hatinya membiarkan si pencuri itu melarikan diri.

Aku terjaga dari mimpi.

Apa yg dpt aku konklusikan setelah mendengar kata2 Ami dan sedari aku dari mimpi tadi ialah :-

1. Kita jgn pernah berdendam dgn org. Walau sejahat mane pon org tu pernah buat kat kita (kita relax . Dorg yg hidup dalam keresahan ^^)
2. Bersangka baik dgn org lain (mungkin mereka ini, mungkin mereka itu, dsb)
3. Berfikir sebelum bertindak. Cuba utk melawan diri drpd ikutkan nafsu dan kemarahan. Ia tidak menyelesaikan masalah tapi ia menambahkan masalah. (Peace ^^)
4. Yakinlah bahawa pembalasan Allah itu pasti . Pembalasan baik utk si baik yg btol2 ikhlas. Pembalasan jahat utk si jahat (yg btol2 ikhlas? Hoho)

*footnote: mimpi tu mungkin ade tokok tambah sikit. Tapi yg pentingnya lesson dia kan ? ^^ jgn lupe pengajaran tu haa :D

Arigatou gozaimasu !! [^_^]v

"Grab the opportunity" they said.

Assalamualaikum.

"Grab the opportunity. It may only come once in a lifetime."

I agree with that. We need to take the opportunity that we get to satisfy ourselves. Because in the future, we may not have the chance to get it again.

But sometimes, we need to let it go and think what's the best for us and others. Maybe we have other important responsibilities that we should do. That doesnt mean that you have to let go all of the opportunities in front of you. Only sometimes, because maybe we are too excited to take that opportunity without thinking about what are the consequences that follow. Pause for awhile. Ask our parents for some of their advices. Ask opinions from the people that have more experiences than us such as our brothers, sisters, and our seniors maybe.

Mungkin kita sangkakan apa yg kita nak atau suke tu, terbaik utk kita. Tetapi pada hakikatnya, ia bukan yg terbaik utk kita. Mungkin juga kita sangkakan apa yg kita xnak atau xsuke, buruk utk kita. Tetapi pada hakikatnya, ia terbaik utk kita. Teruskan berdoa . Semestinya Tuhan akan berikan yg terbaik utk kita.

Lets change our mentality from now on. We need to be confident that God knows best. Eventhough the opportunity may not come again in the future, dont be sad or depressed. Patience, young man (and woman :p). There must be something better for you that you dont know. If it seems like nothing good happens , He wants to test your faith and insyaAllah He will reward you if you are patient.

*foot note :
Kpd lepasan spm 2014 khususnya, maybe ramai yg dh dpt offer biasiswa smua. So, kalau parents dh bg green light, I think you bttr take it. If chosen to get the scholarship, dont waste it. Study hard and strive for the best.
All the best 97s ! ^^v

Roh dan jasad.

Roh dan jasad. Setibanya waktu mereka terpisah, tiada seorg hamba pon yg mampu menangguhkannya.

Kampung Pulau Melaka, Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

Di sinilah tempat kediaman Tok Guru Haji Datuk Nik Abdul Aziz bin Nik Mat , seorang ulama dan ahli politik yang terkemuka.Sebagai seorang yg berjawatan Menteri Besar, semestinya kita membayangkan rumah beliau mewah serta mempunyai pengawal bagi menjaga keselamatan beliau. Namun, ia sebaliknya.

Ditakdirkan Tuhan aku memperoleh kesempatan utk pergi ke Kampung Pulau Melaka bersama sama ahli keluarga aku (ibu org kota bharu, jd dia tahu selok belok jalan ke sini.)utk melihat rumah Tok Guru beberapa tahun yg lepas. Pada awalnya, aku kehairanan kerana tiada rumah2 mewah di perkampungan ni. Lantas aku bertanya kpd ibu. Kemudian ibu  menuding jarinya ke arah sebuah rumah kampung yg tiada bezanya dgn rumah2 di sekeliling. Aku seolah olah terpaku melihat rumah beliau. Tidak disangka sangkakan, rumah seorang Menteri Besar sama seperti rumah rakyat2 yg berhampiran. Timbul rasa kagum dalam diri aku. Setelah mengambil gambil gmbr kenangan di hadapan rumah beliau, aku pon pulg.

Kira-kira jam 10.10 malam. 12 februari 2015.

Sewaktu aku asyik berehat di bilik selepas makan, satu mesej masuk ke dalam 'handset' aku. Berita Harian rupanya. Aku dgn tenangnya membuka mesej Berita Harian yg aku langgan dan tertera di situ:- "Mursyidul Am PAS , Datuk Nik Aziz Nik Mat meninggal dunia di rumahnya di Pulau Melaka , Kota Bharu kira2 jam 9.45 malam tadi" .

Perasaan hiba dan sayu tiba2 menyelubungi diri. Malah perasaan takut turut muncul . Aku sendiri hairan mengapa wujudnya perasaan tu. Aku hanya kenal beliau sbgi seorg MB dan ulama dan ade dgr sedikit kisah2 beliau dri mulut org. Tidak lebih dri itu, bersemuka pon tidak. Tetapi mengapa timbul kehibaan, kesayuan serta kerisauan ? Tuhan yg tahu.

Semoga Allah menempatkan beliau bersama dgn org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh. Amiin . Alfatihah.

*semoga Allah menempatkan pengulas sukan negara,Datuk Hasbullah Awang bersama2 dgn org yg beriman dan beramal soleh juga. Alfatihah

Repent.

Assalamualaikum

Lets discuss about some serious matters once in awhile kay? You dont mind , do you ? ^^v

How do I start eh ?

As a human being, we cant run from making mistakes. Each seconds, minutes, hours or days we will surely think, do or talk about something that can make our sins increasing (except our prophets because they are ma'asum). At the end of the day, we need to repent so that Allah will forgive all our sins .

When do we repent ?

As long as u remember to repent, then just do it. You dont exactly have to do Taubah prayer everytime, but atleast seek forgiveness from Allah as much as you can in ur mind by saying Astaghfirullah. Thats all. Maybe some of the wrongdo-ers(including me) will think that they have no chance to be forgiven. But worry not because Allah said :-

Say,"O My servants who have transgressed against themselves (by sinning), do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful."
(39:53)

Allah gives us the golden opportunity to repent whenever we remember it, wherever we are and whoever we are. He will forgive whatever wrongdoings that we have done. As long as we are sincere, as long as we try to avoid anything that can make us repeat our mistakes again and as long as we try our best to not repeat it again. But bear in mind that our sins towards human beings can only be forgiven if we apologise to them . So, never lose hope eventhough our sins is as many as the stars in the skies or as much as the judgers around us (:p). Allah will forgive us if we really really regret our wrongdoings.

And if you keep on repeating the same mistakes , keep on repenting, again and again and again. InsyaAllah, Allah will forgive us :)

May Allah guide us to the straight path and meet one another in Jannah insyaAllah. Amiin . 

Guide me if I wrote something that is false. Ty :)

My life as a SRIAH-ian,Setiabudian and Mrsm pc-ian

Alhamdulillah aku berjaya mndpt 5A UPSR dan mumtaz PSRA. Pd waktu itu aku rase mase dpan aku sungguh cerah dek kerana kejayaan ku itu. Pd ketika itu, aku sudah ade pilihan skolah menengah yg ingin aku mohon iaitu Sambest. Mungkin kerana abg2 aku turut masuk ke situ dan aku rase itu lah satu2 hala tuju aku. Oleh itu, aku hanya mengisi borang twrn Sambest dan mengetepikan twrn SAM (Sekolah Agama Menengah ) yg lain(kesilapan yg amat besar).

Ditakdirkan Allah aku punye permohonan utk ke Sambest ditolak (ok tym tu terase la jugak sedih sbb xthu nk pilih skola mane dh). Jd ibu ayah aku ambil inisiatif utk mohon Smk sg pusu and Sm Setiabudi. Itu je choice yg tinggal sbb dkt dgn parents (^_^v) and skolah dh bukak dh wktu tu. Mungkin jodoh aku dgn Setiabudi (-_-) soo pihak skolah panggil aku utk interview and aku passed. Aku xtahu nk pikir ape tym tu sbb aku xpenah terfikir pon nak masuk sini . Hati menolak , badan terpaksa menerima kerana ini sahaja peluang utk aku smbung belajar (konon :p).

"Life must go on" bak kata omputeh. Aku berjalan masuk ke kelas 1 Biruni pd hari pertama ku dgn senyuman yg x berapa nk ikhlas (aku xpuas cuti lg u_u). Nak jdkan cerita..kelas tym tu ialah kelas English..habes aku kene introduce diri dlm english . (Hancus :p) . Maka bermulalah kehidupan aku di Sm Setiabudi. Well kat sini aku dikelilingi dgn student yg kemampuan masing2 terlebih sikit (kaya2 belake), private school la katekan..yuran pon mahal -_- .

Kat sini aku jd open minded and bljr menerima kwn2 yg perangainya gila2 and kuat main haha (thats the best part actually :p). Aku pon jd terikut main2 (tp result bole setaraf kelas pertama punye student tuu..jgn main2 ^^).

Kat sini jugak my communication , understanding , confident bole kata meningkat ke thp yg memberangsangkan la kalau dibandingkan dgn skola rendah dlu haha. Walaupun kwn2 kat sini mostly bwk perngai 'Kaya' dorg tp aku rase dorg ade satu kelebihan di mana dorg peramah and rapat dgn smua org. Like, literally smua org -_- and dorg ni jenis yg happy go lucky as if SPM x wujud xD tp dorg mengajar aku utk always think positive. Negative thoughts yg boleh demotivate kita, kita kene buang immediately . And always be you. Be the best version of you.

As time passed, PMR results came out and I managed to get 9 a's (alhamdulillah). Perasaan dia mmg membanggakan huhu. Tp itu smua skjp je and PMR isnt evrything . Pmr ni ibarat penentu kite punye kelas tym form 4 je bg aku (xbermakne xperlu strive for the best ye adik2). Sbb sape yg nak amek science stream mungkin kene above 5a's mcm tu. But sape yg xlepas but nk masuk kelas sains, still bole mohon (biasenya bdk kelas sains ni ramai pindah mrsm mcm aku ^^) so kekosongan biasenye ade. Jgn putus hrpn ^^.

My next chapter started after I passed ukkm test that mrsm provided and they informed me that the Mrsm that was chosen for me based on my results in ukkm test was Mrsm Pengkalan Chepa, Kelantan. I was reluctant to accept the application because my choice was Mrsm Taiping plus Pengkalan chepa is too far away from my home -_-. But in the end I accepted the offer and registered myself at Mrsm Pc.

During my life in Mrsm Pc , my surrounding turned 360 degree from what I experienced in Setiabudi. Kebanyakan students kat sini kurg berkemampuan and aku rase humble sgt tgk dorg . Mmg berbeza tros dr life aku kat setiabudi where smua hidup senang dgn harta masing2. Mungkin Allah tetapkan aku msuk mrsm ni supaya aku xlupa diri bila aku senang. Walaupun mostly mrsm students punye background susah, tp dorg punye semangat , keberanian , knowledge and leadership dorg sgt tinggi. That one aku respect ^^v. Aku rase mcm aku ni xbrape nk bijak je bile bljr kat sini sbb smua pointer kau main tinggi >< 4 flat siap zz. walhal tym kat setiabudi dlu aku rase mcm aku ni bijak sgt huhu . Aku akur dgn smua ketentuan Ilahi . Aku sedar yg hidup ni ibarat roda yg berputar tanpa henti sbnrnye. Kadang2 kita di atas, dan akan smpi waktunya kita akan berada di bwh . Jd aku terima smua tu dan aku cube cari jalan utk survive hidup kat sini. Well I managed to survive although I didnt achieved my target huhu. Tp Alhamdulillah aku berjaya graduate walaupun pointer final x setinggi rakan2 ku yg lain haha .

Soo..today marks 6 of february 2015 where in less than a month, Spm results will come out. Aku mengharapkan keputusan SPM aku merupakan keputusan yg terbaik buat diri aku. InsyaAllah yg terbaik utk anda juga . Semoga Allah berikan masa depan yg terbaik buat diri kita smua . Amiin . Sometimes, the things that we want , isnt the thing that we need. So lets pray for the best and let Allah decides what is the best for us :)

Moral of the story :-

1.Lpas upsr tu mohon je byk2 skolah and bukan stakat skolah yg nak je ( skadar backup plan ). Kalau x nnti jd mcm aku yg terpakse redha :p
2.Try to get along with everyone kat skolah or kt mane2 skali pon..ckup skadar saling mengenali. but choose the best friend which can bring u to the straight path and not otherwise. In the future you will be needing him or her to support you from the back.
3.Always remember the purpose of your parents to send you to school which is to blajar dan bukan skadar bljr tp beramal dgn ilmu as long as ilmu tu xbercanggah dgn agama.
4.Kpd f1 and f4 yg nk masuk mrsm, troskan niat anda walau jauh mane skali pon mrsm tu (kalau sabah sarawak tu pikiaq 2 3 kali la kot haha.). Because for me the experience living with a bunch of people yg intelligent ni sgt bernilai..byk bende baru bole bljr drpd dorg especially drpd student  yg mmg sejak form1 lgi dah jd mrsm student.
5.Never lose hope and give up easily if the road gets tough. Instead get a partner that can give u support and try ur best to get up again.
6.Jage hubungan dgn Allah sebaik mungkin . InsyaAllah He will show us the straight path.

Thank you ! ^^v

First entry ^^

Alhamdulillah..aku berjaya menerobos sempadan diri (eceh) dengan menghasilkan blog. Actually dh lame dh nk buat blog but too many challenges yg menghalang aku drpd menghasilkannya >< antaranya :-

1.internet xdak kat umah
2.tahap kemalasan maksima (typical life after spm)
And last but not least,
3.Scared of The People's thought ! -_- "

How do I face those challenges and get motivated?

First of all..I borrow my dad's samsung galaxy tab and i put my #hotlink simcard in it where hotlink offers free basic internet. Woohoo ^^

Second..mungkin disebabkan tahap kemalasan aku tinggi sgt , aku jd bosan dgn kemalasan aku (-_-) dan menyebabkan aku jd rajin hahaha. Well , rajin nak buat blog aje la :p

And third..ini yg paling annoying. The thoughts always come into my head. Mungkin aku akan fikir "bajet ah die ni" "syok sendiri ah mamat ni" dan mcm2 lagi. Soo..aku ambil inisiatif utk tgk vlog aiman azlan (entah knape tibe2 nk tgk vlog aiman azlan pon xthu. Ilham dr Tuhan mungkin? ^^) and somehow I get motivated and thought that I just needed to do it. Mane tahu blog aku boleh change people's life ? (Wow ^^) . Jadi aku troskan niat aku tu..and here it is.

This is the port where I think that I can share my experiences and opinions to others . Hopefully it is beneficial to others. Amiin :)